If ends mark new beginnings, then why are goodbye's so hard?

Current Song: Love Me.
Current Mood: Confused. Sad. Speechless.

Happy Birthday , Lynnnnnnn~ :D
May your wishes come true, have fun! :D

Gonna post now, i just wanna feel like saying my heart out, all those emotions i choose to say it out now.

Anyway, i miss out something, i think. :

To Adeline.Y (SGH)
Thank you for your lovely birthday present, i love it a lot. Thanks. Andand, thank you for the days we had and the memories we shared for these many years, i should said. Deep in my heart, there's always words that can't describe my appreciation for you. I hope you cherish everything we once had. And hope we can have this friendship as long as we want. Lastly, last long with your boyfriend, :D ily.

To PeiShyan (SGH/ Fashionistar-s)
Again, thank you for your present tooo, it's green and it's froggie. (wah) :) Thanks for celebrating with me during my birthday and being there when i need you, thankyou for your comfort and shoulder all this while. You've been a very strong girl despite facing problems, no matter what, i'll be there for you when you need a listening ear. Thanks, darl. iloveyou.

To Lynn (SGH)
HAHAHHA, lynnn~ thankyou for your time with me during my birthday. And your very lame jokes that managed to bring us up. Really felt good to have you as such a wonderful friend. Thankyous, :D ily.

To PeiQing (SGH) and ChenFen (SGH)
Thankyou, PeiQing for being there when i need you. Thankyou for chatting me on MSN when i feel bored. Thankyou for your wondeful smses. Appreciated. :D And also, i want to thank you guys for your laughter when we went out. teehhhee~ Me love you guys!

To Kelly (Fashionistar-s)
Should i cheers with you for being able to withstand this very friendship till now? I just want to say ' thankyou' to you, your words might be hurtful sometimes, but i think i can able to accept it. 人要臉，樹要皮。i hope you really can understand that and not make a joke out of it.

To Francesca (Fashioistar-s)
Hmmm, * i also don't know what to say already* Anyway, thank you very much for being able to withstand this friendship till now, and really hope you meant what you say and treat everybody equally, no matter what. I know i have to learn to accept some facts that were there forver.

P/S : i don't want to write it out, so i think it's better for me to type everything here.

Silence is the true friend that never betrays. I'll hold a good friend in both of my hands.

If you think that you just don't feel like going out with me on my birthday, just say it, or practically don't have the mood. I just don't want to have the urge of quarrelling with you again, i told myself again and again, that i'll just pretend nothing happened, but it's that difficult for me. Maybe, a friend that has a boyfriend can really just don't care about their friends. Really? I don't know. I just want to have things back to the normal when you think that there's nothing wrong at all. My world has collapsed.